I just went on-line and filled out an application for the cosmetology program at the San Francisco Institute of Esthetics and Cosmetology. It is something that I have been talking about and wanting to do for a while now, and I am excited to actually be pursuing it. After deciding that it was the right choice, I avoided phone calls to the admissions department, and would lust after the website, dreaming of a career in hair and make-up. Today, I finally talked to the admissions director, and afterward went to the website and filled out the e-paper work that they needed, as well as made an appointment to meet with them.
It makes me so nervous to be applying for something that I could either get rejected from or not excel at even if I was accepted. I am already freaking out about what to wear, how I will style my hair. Natural make-up, or a more sophisticated night time look? It will be at ten in the morning, so I am sure I won't go too overboard.
I am going to need a new outfit. Or maybe a xanax or something. Ah, nerves. I am so anxious sometimes, it makes me a little crazy.
Okay, well ultimately I am really proud of myself for actually doing something I keep saying I am going to do. Hopefully this is just one of many things in my life that will change in that way. I am also working on securing a gym membership this week (for the right price) and then I will start working out, which is another thing that i keep wanting to be better at, physical fitness. And last but certainly not least, I really really want to dedicate time and energy into writing my memoir. It is going to be draining, but I have all these people around me that will support me through anything, so why not do it now. Besides ,I feel like I have been talking about it for so long that if i don't do it soon, I will never finish it.
